Well. Right here, right now I don't know what to do. Just doing nothing. It means NOTHING! Nothing special. So useless. That's it. My fucking life. I feel so confused. I'm very confused. Sometimes I felt that I was born just for troublesome people in my life. I was not advantageous for them. Nothing to be proud of me. I tried but still did not have their expected results. I tried so hard. Very hard to get what they want from me. But I've got nothing. So what must I do? What can I do? I don't know! I'm so tired of this fucking life. I'm sick. I feel so loaded. My brain is full of these fucking things. I just want to feel weightless and that should be enough. God, do you think that I can pass through this? So give me strenght. Give me courage. Give me patience. Give me convenience. Give me a chance to make them proud of me. I wanna show them that I can! I wanna see happy smiles on their face :')
HELP ME GOD. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.
I BEGGED YOU. I BEGGED YOU SO MANY TIMES.
SO PLEASE HEAR ME OUT :'(
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