LIKE A KNIFE

Like a Knife by Secondhand Serenade

I did a lot, I know you say

I've got to get away

"The world is not yours for the taking"

Is all you ever say

I know I'm not the best for you

But promise that you'll stay

'Cause if I watch you go

You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain

And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same

These streets are filled with memories

Both good for detected pain

And all I wanna do is love you

But I'm the only one to blame

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life

But what do I know, if you're leaving

All you did was stop the bleeding

But these scars will stay forever

These scars will stay forever

And these words have no meaning

If we cannot find the feeling

That we held on to together

Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me

Or watch me bleed

I need you just to breathe

'Cause today, you walked out of my life

(stay with me, or watch me bleed)

'Cause today, your words felt like a knife

(i need you just to breathe)

I'm not living this life

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This song is for my ex no no He's my boyfriend forever

I'll always love him no matter what happened to us

IT'S NOT OVER NEVER OVER IT CANT BE OVER!

IT'S ALL MY FAULT

promise he had spoken

to unite our hearts

but it never happened

I wish I knew

you never bring your love

I'll let you go with a hug

you know its not easy

I know its so hard

I know its all my fault

remorse that always comes

who's care?

will not make you back

I am sorry

forgive me

I never knew

everything had been passed

GLORIOUSLY MOMENT

Yesterday was gloriously moment! Finally Me and Elfa met Uwiiiiiii :D hihihihi it was so fun fun fun. Diulang ya, it was so: FUN. Awalnya kita janjian di foodcourt Pim2. Tapi karena gue dan Elfa lagi di Hero Pim1 dan Uwi ternyata udah nyampe, yaudah si Uwi memutuskan untuk nyamperin kita ke Pim1. Setelah melewati beberapa tempat tempat dan tempat, gue sama Elfa berhenti di PeriPlus Bookstore, dan lalu lalu Uwi kita suruh kecitu dweh. Few minutes later ter ter, si Uwi sampe dan kita bertemuuuuuuu yeyeyeye (lebay) berpelukan deh kayak orang lama nggak ketemu gitu haha padahal mah emang nggak pernah ketemu :p tapi kita langsung akrab gitu hehe heran? Gue juga heran. Uwi juga heran. Kalo Elfa gatau deh heran apa enggak wakakak. Heran nggak lu El? That was a plus point for us.

Next, we went to foodcourt nyari tempat buat buka puasa takutnya kalo ntar kaburu penuh fufufu. Kita ber-gossip aja tuh sambil nungguin buka puasa. Cekakak-cekikik. Cerita ini. Cerita itu. Ketawa-ketiwi. Brrrrrr.... Eh eh yesterday I also met Dethya and her family loooooh. Ada Haura dan Salma. They are so cuteeeeeeee.....

Lanjut, we went to shalat and then we went to photobox. Uwi nih yang paling ngebet mau photobox katanya sih buat di abadikan ahahahah lutuna nggak cih. After that, we went to Jco hihihi. I bought Jcool! Yeeeeeah I love it hehe (nggak penting di ceritain sebenernya). Ini nih sebagiaan foto-foto kita kemaren hehe nggak penting abis.

Pokoknya kemaren seneng banget deh happyyyyy hehe gue sedikit melupakan masalah sama Wiko, sakit juga nggak kerasa wakakak. Next time kita jalan lagi ya wiyyyyyy :D love you and big HAUM!

MUAK

just one word: cry

yeah I wanna cry now

He was lying again

and again.............

I'm nothing for him

okay I don't care

MUAAAAAAAK!

KATA OM JIN

FORTUNE TELLER GENIUS

Question: dia bohong apa enggak?
Answer: Yes, but only on day 13th of each month
(YEAH IT'S TRUE, YESTERDAY HE WAS LYING TO ME!!! TODAY 14th)

Question: gue sama wiko bakal awet terus apa enggak?
Answer: The answer is obvious...
(AMIN)

Question: gue bisa kurus nggak ya?
Answer: May be, but be careful
(MAACIH OM....)

Question: om jin, kamu ganteng apa enggak sih?
Answer: No, no and no!
(WAKAKAKKAKAK)

Question: aku cantik, lucu, manis dan imut kan?
Answer: Not at all!
(SIALAN -_____-)

Question: aku mau putus, keputusan yang baik kah?
Answer: May be, but be careful
(PARAH LU NYURUH GUA PUTUS)

Question: om jin mirip mawardi ya?
Answer: It's difficult. The answer is no
(WOAKAKAKAKAKKAAK)

Question: saya bisa masuk UI atau STAN nggak om?
Answer: Of course!
(AMIN YA ALLAH)

Question: gue bisa ketemu Mason Musso nggak ya om? gue cinta mati bok sama dia
Answer: I don't think so...
(BABI LO)

Question: gue mau nikah sama Mason Musso, bisa nggak?
Answer: Only if you want
(YAAAAAAAAP, I WANT BANGEEEET)

Question: Metro Station bakal konser disini nggak om?
Answer: And what do you think about it? I think go ahead!
(TAHIIIIIIIIIIK)

Question: maho tuh apa ya om?
Answer: What a good question! Of course!
(HAAAA?)

Question: besok gue bakal nangis nggak om?
Answer: Of course yes!!
(NOOOO, I'M SO TIRED)

Question: hibur gue kek
Answer: It can't be
(JAHAT)

Question: gue mau bobo nih, bakal mimpi indah apa mimpi buruk?
Answer: Don't think about it! It's a yes!
(DO YOU THINK BEAUTIFUL NIGHMARE? YEAH)

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BOYS BOYS BOYS

I do not know why, I really like when looking or watching their movements daily :D I thought they are not ordinary people. They are very exciting, makes me hornyyy! They can be thrilled me with what they do and I knew it was not just for me huh though I never seen them directly (tapi Zacky udah!), I really adore them so muchos ♥♥♥♥♥♥

#1 SKANDAR AMIN CASPER KEYNES


Edmund Pevensie - The Chronicles of Narnia

#2 ZACHARY JAMES BAKER

Zacky Vengeance - Rhythm guitarist and back up vocalist (Avenged Sevenfold)

#3 MASON TYLER MUSSO


Mason Musso - Vocalist and guitarist (Metro Station)

#4 EDWARD WILLIAM WESTWICK

Chuck Bass - Gossip Girl

#5 HUGH JACKMAN


Logan Wolverine - X-Men Origins: Wolverine

#6 TAYLOR DANIEL LAUTNER

Jacob Black - Twilight

XOXOXOXOXOXO♥

CUTE POOH CELL PHONE!

Lagi iseng buka kaskus, eh nemu barang lucu banget >,<
Yaudah finally I searched it in google for spesifications and I got it!
These are the spesifications:

CUTE WINNIE THE POOH CELL PHONE (CXD-C92)

2.0'' Screen cute winnie the pooh Dual SIM card dual Standby(working at same time) cell phone, FM radio, attached 1GB TF card. Band: GSM900/1800 MHz. Size: 80*74*20MM, Weight: About 130g(Standard Battery).

2.0 QVGA High clear screen

Dual SIM dual standby (working at same time)

Support 2.0 Bluetooth

1.3''Mega pixel camera

Stereo Loud speaker, 64 chord ring tone

FM radio function and MP3/MP4 Player

Support TF card, with a 1GB free card, larger extend 8GB

Long time standby battery: 2400mAh

Calendar, To do list, Alarm, World Clock, Spotwatch

Caller picture, caller Ring Tone, Caller Video, E-book

Telephone directories: 500 groups of contacts

Games: 2 common games, support to download thousands of games, scores of classic built-in games

Support multi-language, English, French, Arabic, Russia, Tailand, Italian, German & so on

Kalau di Indonesia harganya sekitar Rp 1.500.000,00 ! Lumayan kan? (mupeeng -___-)

HAPPYYYYYYYY

Today, I'm so so so very happy hihihi...
Kenapa cih mumut???? Because:

1) Me, Mom, and Dad went to jalan-jalans.

2) My Daddy breaking his promises to his partners to break fasting with our family.

3) My Daddy told me everything how to be useful person in the future.

4) My Mom and Dad bought anything what I want for lebaran.

5) And the last, I'm very happy because my boyfriend is return! <3 keep you promises please

Hihihihi actually for some people this is usual things.
But this is the things that makes me very happy :D

THANKS A LOT MY FAMILY AND MY BOYFRIEND

udah buat aku seneng :D :D

Postingnya sampai sini aja ya akunya ngantuk,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

MIMPI PAHIT

I had a dream lastnight. It was 'Beautiful-Nightmare' (wayolo apatuh). Hmm begini ceritanya agak aneh sih memang..... One day, aku dan keluargaku mau mudik nih and I invited my bestfriend, Elfa, to join with us. Guess what? My hometown is TEXAS! There was my idol's hometown. I meant Mason Tyler Musso >,<

When we got in Texas, we went to my ancestral heritage. Old house but rather was spacious and comfortable although little bit scary and horror (lailahaaa). Karena bocen, gue dan Elfa jalan-jalan aja tuh di sekitar situ foto-foto. Naaaaaaaaah teyus, suddenly we saw in a field or a house gitu (lupa) there was a big concert and the guest starnya adalah: METRO STATION AND MILEY CYRUS! aihhhh surga dunia banget ngga sih? Gue demen Metro Station dan Elfa suka bahkan cinta mati sama Miley Cyrus wawawa ica bangeeeet :D Yaudah deh karena pengen banget nonton 'gretongan', kita berdua loncat-loncat pager tapi percuma aja pagernya tinggi banget (yaiyalah bego). Yowislah pasrah titit eh titik. We were faithful for waiting them outside the area concert. Naaaaah kesetiaan kami pun terbayar. From the exit door, Mason Musso (Metro Station's Vocalist) was out of the arena concert followed by other Metro Station's personnel. I was scream because it was the first time I saw Mason directly. Tapi dengan tenangnya Elfa approached them and asked for photos together. Eh eh tapi sombong abis deh, he said "SORRY MAYBE NEXT TIME, I'M VERY TIRED NOW". Eh yampun tolong ya Mason yang ganteng, kita nungguin lo lama bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet -_______________- ahhhhh ehh tapi untungnya cuma mimpi hihi :D Mason kan nggak sombong :P

Next, next, next... Ketika gue dan Elfa sedang jalan-jalan mau nyari oleh-oleh khas Texas, hmm nggak tau kenapa semua orang memegang bahkan mampunyai ular. Dan kita baru tahu kalau 'Texas is a Snakes City' (itu adalah slogannya Texas ceritanya) yampun apabanget sepanjang jalan kita cuma bisa teriak seperti: 'ahhhhhhh' 'waaaaaaaaaaaaaa' 'jijiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii' and many more -__________- sumpah ya kalo beneran mungkin kita udah pinsan dan bahkan mati berdiri diantara pecinta ular-ular texas yang katanya 'manis, lucu dan menggemaskan' itu (astagfirullah).

FORTUNATELY, IT WAS JUST A DREAM.

Alhamdulillah :)

WHERE ARE YOU MY 'W'?

Now my love life is full of lies. So sick banget deh atit atit ~,.~ pasti nanya kenapa sih sihh? Because my boyfriend is lying now. Not only today, yesterday-yesterday (haha apasih) he also had lied to me...... He said 'this' but the fact 'that'. Today he promised not to come to school to break fasting together. But the fact he came without telling me before. So how would I know? Yes, I sensed that he would come even though he had said 'demiAllah'. I know I exaggerated by prohibiting anything what he wants to do. But I can not cover that I really do not like what he wants to do :( Its very hurts inside. My boyfriend is very different now. I do not why. (????) Dulu nih ya, he never makes me sad. He always tried to make me smile and laugh hmm tapi itu dulu ya, tolong diulang: ITU DULU! I hate when he is with his friends (habete!) bacause maybe he could flirt another girl tanpa gue tau. Nganter kesini, nganter kesitu, laaaaaaaaaaaah pacarnya sendiri nggak dianterin pulang apa banget sih lo cowo berasa ganteng kamu? eksis sih ya BEDA sama gue. I WANT MY W, WIKO. I WANT HIM BACK AS BEFORE. Bukan Wico / Wixo / Diaz / Bibiw / bahkan W1X0 (alaaays) !!!!!!!

I CANNOT WAIT FOR FOR THE H

ahhhhhhhhhhhh I can not wait for the lebaran holiday and guess what what?? tomorrow is the last day of school. wooooow cool cool cool! (norak) hehehe :p I was very happy when the holidays come because I do not have to get up early, showered in the morning, and went to school early. 06.30 bok! siapa juga yang mau hhhhhh. Now is the fasting month, karena itu bayangin deh after dawn nih ya, we pray Shubuh and then could not sleep anymore because we have to rush off to school. Fortunately, the distance between my house and school pretty close so not too far lah. tapi gimana ya yang jauh rumahnya? pityyyy..... If tomorrow there is no remedial test and do not have collect the task I would not go to school hmm certainly, that is a tactic that all student do not have a truant. apa banget ih. yaaaaaa but the last point tomorrow is the last day of school and hopefully PULANG CEPAT! lalalala~

HER NAME, UWI

wowowo udah lama nggak nge-blog ya hehe :p
today I'll tell you about my new friend, uwi. I know her from my classmates, uwi's ex. She is nice, fun, and very friendly. I like her, I already consider her as my sister. But I've never met her, only communicate through sms and virtual worlds. Naaah sebenernya tomorrow me and my friend, Elfa, already made an appointment to meet her, by taking her ex with us too with the intent that we may not awkward when first met uwi. Unfortunately, there was little problem. problems that can be tolerated by all girl when her boyfriend would meet her ex. It hurts, rite? Honestly, I was disappointed not to be met her, but I'm very familiar with this situation -____- I can't tell everything in here about this story. I hope next time we could meet ya wiiiii,

Don't be sad okaaaaaaaaay :D